A deep hurt.

Sorry i rose up my voice justnow,i dont wan to do so,but i could not control myself.ur words hurt me so deeply.i cried so many times,did u know?i cried just beside of u,but u never noticed it.how sad is it?i cried n i hid myself in the corner to rub off my tears but after tat i still can laugh n smile in front of u..i know tat the reason u never knw i cried b4 n how ur words hurts me..i dont knw why i became so emo recently.mayb 4 most of my friends,i am someone who always smile n laugh n i seem liked a happy-go-lucky girl,but now,i am going to correct ur mind.i am an emo girl instead of a happy-go-lucky girl.i showed my face when i am mad at u..i showed my anger to everyone and i dont care who u are!i wil still show it even u r the minister of malaysia when u make me mad at u!!u and u and u are not going to care me when i tell my opinions,my choices,my situations,my problems, and even my words.i told u so many times i dont wan,but did u do anything?u didt!n u dont even bother me!how much tears do i hv?can those tears stop rolling from my eyes?my heart is so pain and i knew it has broken into pieces.since yesterday i knew,i was nothing but a nuisaince 4 u.u didt show ur care towards me..u wil always cares others more than me.u ask bros' do they wan water when we ate outside,but u never ask me!u drank it all urself n dont even ask me do i wan!i care every words u said,every action u did,but why u didt?!i am the 1 who always help u to carry all those heavy stuff tat u bought from shopping.i dont wan and i dont allow u to carry heavy stuff .n i help u to do all the house-works.however,i end up wit tears and broken heart.i have ntg,but a broken heart n tears now.I just wan u to care me like u care the others!every words of urs i remember wit my heart n soul.pls,dont hurt me anymore,i cant stand it anymore!:'(